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So...I'm a lil annoyed at the moment. She just chewed my hiney out for not sticking to pushups, or getting this post done earlier in the day. This is where my sub side goes to war with my "I just wanna do what I want" side.

It's tricky, too. I try to build myself into a dom role to handle her the way she likes...but then it backfires when her "I want things my way" side flares up, and I'm not exactly able to fight off her instructions. Aggravating.

This past week when she visited, I jumped her just about right away. I took her upstairs and tied her to my bed, having her suck me before I fucked her fast and hard, totally taking her for my pleasure. Then I left her, still cuffed to the bed, and went back to work. She freed herself, of course...and that was all there was to it.

We had some fun the next two days, her taking the lead mostly in bed. I was ridden quite a bit, which I've discovered is my favorite position. I was even tied up to the bed, clothespinned, during one of those rounds. THAT was an intense event.

I'm vaguely puzzled by continuing trouble getting hard for her in missionary or doggie positions. I don't understand the problem...or even if there is one. Either way, I think we have our fun.

Till next time...

---Him

I know, I know

I've been letting all of you down with me not posting anything. Recently I started a 2nd job that was sucking up all of my spare time apart from sleeping and seeing Him. I decided, for many reasons, to quit that job, so I will be having a lot more opportunity to write here and elsewhere. Just so you all know, I will be writing stories for www.pinktoxins.com as a part of the staff on that website, so if you're at all interested in what that site has to offer, make sure to become a member so you can read all of my stories!

We've both been busy, as well, so our kink hasn't had much of a chance to come out when we've been together, but I went to see him last week and I got a pleasant surprise. He decided one morning to almost immediately tie me up and have his fun with me. It was incredibly erotic and exciting. I was dying for him to put my ball gag in the whole time, however. He made sure to move up and let me suck on him while I was all tied up though, and that was absolutely amazing. He didn't do it for long, though, so I was left wanting more of that. I have discovered I enjoy giving oral quite a lot. Especially when my hands are bound and I can't help but have my face fucked. How exciting!

Today He said He wasn't feeling up to much of anything, but miraculously he started being very Dom! I was pleasantly surprised and made sure to be obedient for Him today. Although, when I asked Him if I could go see a friend about some business matters, He was unsure and told me He wanted several things done tonight and that He was going to be home a little later because of an errand and hanging out with a friend. I asked what friend and I got the name of a friend I hadn't heard of before. When I questioned Him, He responded with "maybe I'll tell you later", which really ticked me off, and I can't explain why! So I told Him I was going without permission, and I know I will be in trouble, but I can handle the consequences of my actions.

To be honest, when I rolled over asking Him to stop spanking me I wanted him to tie me down and keep going. He didn't, but I think He might in the future. I hope so. I've told him I've considered giving up my safe word.

Here's to healthy lifestyles.
-Her

(I'm a) Bad Boy

I'm sitting here hard as a rock and having no idea when my next climax is gonna be. I'm loving AND hating this all at once, but I know I totally deserve it.

For the second time I disobeyed her very simple directions. After leaving her, I was told to go home and jerk off right away. I failed to do this twice in the same week...once Monday, and once Thursday. The first time, I was kept pent up for a day to teach me a lesson. It obviously didn't work, because I let myself get distracted again Thursday.

I feel bad, because I simply forgot. It was awful of me to forget her very simple direction. To let it slip my mind completely. I so deserve the frustration I'm in now, and the sub in me hopes she doesn't cut me any slack.

She's very busy at work for the next few days, same days that I'm off. This has the double effect of keeping me horny when I've got the chance to jerk off, and also while she's away. I hate being frustrated, wanting to play, and knowing she's not able. It's a very fitting punishment whether intended or not.

I'm humiliated at being punished like a lil kid, but loving it as well. I really WANT to learn my lesson and be a good boy...just...maybe in not such a torturous way?

---Him