My relationship with him has steadily increased more and more over the past month or so that we've known each other. We started out with long phone calls and chatting, building a deep bond with one another that was only confirmed when we met in person, watching films and television and falling asleep next to one another (no there was no sex!)
Yesterday he came to visit me and we went to a community festival where there was live music and other fun activities going on. Instead of really going and enjoying the music specifically, we decided to lay down a blanket and snuggle for several hours. It was incredible. Just being in his company fills some kind of hole in me. I know this could be putting him on a pedestile, but I feel he deserves it, what with the amount of happiness he causes me. I only hope I do the same for him. I am, however, fairly certain I do - at the risk of sounding cocky. That's how I invision a healthy D/s relationship being - loving, respectful, full of admiration for one another, caring. He and I get each other and our needs, and we are so in tune with each other's needs that it really blows my mind at times.
So we're laying there on a blanket and we're of course making out with each other - seeing as how we've both got a touch of exhibitionism - and he continues noticing people's reactions to us, and letting me know. I am so oblivious to everything around me while I'm kissing him that I don't notice any of it. I reassured him I didn't care what they thought or said, he agreed, and things continued.
We've not had sex or anything yet but I know when we do, it will be amazing. Like I have said already - we read each other quite well and I believe the experience will be a positive one for the both of us. He took me to an adult toy shop yesterday before the festival, where we originally were shopping for a ball gag for me. He took some photos of it on me, and maybe he'll post it at some point. We ended up also looking at some paddles, and he chose one that had a very nice sting as he later used it on my breasts and ass. I must admit I got a huge thrill out of him dominating me. I also found a new friend in the ball gag he bought for me.
I also got a thrill out of pressing my foot against his crotch while sitting on the blanket at the festival, in plain site of everyone, while he flinched and moaned quietly, looking at me with eyes full of desire and pleading. Also those lovely winces of pain he gave as I pinched his nipples were quite satisfactory as well. I am surprising myself with how Dominant I am able to be with him.
I suppose this is enough for now, so until then, here's to healthy lifestyles.
-Her
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